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Sunday, March 18, 2012

Finished but unsure

I haven't blogged in a while.  The up and down of life and not knowing what to write kept me away for a long time.  Sometimes I can't get my thought-ducks all in a row and that causes a little anxiety!  


My ipod must have known though.  A pod cast from Bold Cafe in November of 2010 came on while I was driving to Nebraska and had my ipod on shuffle.  I listened to it twice.  


Even if I'm not having anxiety or worried about great things, the little things can have the same effect on me.  It's a daily reminder to live as a child of God, called claimed and loved no matter what.  


The writer, Jessica Nipp, interviewed some friends for her article.  One of her friends stated
“On good days, I am able to pay attention to God, who is always seeking to remind me that I am loved because I am a child of God, not because of the number of tasks I am able to juggle.”


The author closes offering these words
"Here’s wishing you a lot of good days, a really loud voice of faith, and the absolute certainty that you’re always good enough in the eyes of God."



I feel like this is a benediction or a prayer as I start each day.  I want a loud voice of faith speaking in and through me. I want that absolute certainty of God's love to overshadow whatever doubt thinks it can creep into my mind.  I want to remember I am good enough for God through Christ's death on the cross.


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So, I've been absent but have been working on some things....
pattern- Galilee from Mamachee
I made my cutie this hat for his birthday.  Then I made his brother one with orange instead of green.  They look all springy and I love it!
 
I ran in a road race on Saturday.  I was very proud of my self and my time.  I ran a 7K in 40 minutes.  I am breaking the 10 minute mile mark and it makes me feel more and more like the runner I used to be.  I will never be running sub 7 min miles again, but under 10 feels really good.  I'm excited to continue training for the half marathon.

I'm spending the week in Nebraska.  I miss the boys terribly and have that guilt that I needed a break and glad I was able to get one.  I'm taking classes to become a Certified Lactation Counselor.  I have a passion for helping people who are nursing and feel there is a need in our small community for someone to do it.  Do I know what God is up to with this?  No.  Do I feel extremely called to take the class?  Yes. So I will do what God is asking me right now.  I will go to the class.  I will work on studying and passing the test.  Then, I will see what God wants me to do next.  One step at a time.


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7 comments:

  1. I love the quotes you shared and the hate is so cute! That's so exciting that you are becoming a Lactation Consultant. I wish I had a better one back when I was nursing. I didn't have the greatest experience. So wonderful that you want to help moms succeed in this way.

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  2. This is such a good reminder for me...don't you love the comfort of knowing that we are always good enough in the eyes of God? I love the green and grey hat that you made! Congratulations on your running achievement also! I'm glad you're back to blogging Lindy.
    Blessings! Jane <><

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  3. Welcome back to blogging, Lindy! I am working on my first post in a week or so, too. And I'm so excited that you're becoming a lactation consultant! My friend and seminary classmate, who was also a lactation consultant, came over on the day she was moving to start her first call so that she could watch me nurse Zoe. She helped a lot!

    Also, I think the writer's name is Jessica Nipp (she is also someone I know from seminary, and I vaguely remember her working on that article in 2010)!

    Great post!

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    1. Thanks Maggie. I edited the name. I hope you had a great trip

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  4. Hi Lindy!
    The up and down of life.... it is sometimes so complex, isn't it?
    Wish you all the best and rest so you can take the next step in conviction.

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