I know a lot of my friends pray. (Duh!) I'm just very blessed to have one friend who always asks me what she can pray about for me. It made my day when she asked me again how she could pray for me. Did she want me to pray that the doctor would say "let's have a baby" tomorrow or that we would wait? It was so nice to have her ask because it made me take a minute to say "hey wait!". I wanted to say pray the doctor says "let's have a baby", but in the end I was able to say honestly, "Pray that the doctor makes the decision that is right for both of us because I know I will just make the emotional one of wanting to get this baby out and into my arms".
The Holy Spirit is working in me and no matter how bad my day was or how many times I wake up in the middle of the night or how tired I am, I know the health of both of us is important. The doctor knows I want to have this baby soon, but I know he will make the right decision no matter what I want! That's what I want to pray for. I'm glad my friend asked because now that has been my pray all day instead of the whiny "I want this baby". Don't get me wrong, I've said it about a million times that I want this baby out, but I know the truth in my mind, I want it to be best for me and the baby and that might not be anytime soon. (Well at least not for two weeks!) So thanks, friend, for asking!
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