It's empty

My cup is empty.  My emotional, spiritual, and life cup is empty.  For right now, I know it will fill up again.  We will attend a memorial service tomorrow for our friend Ben.  My pregnancy hormones and emotions are off the chart in a bad way. My grandma can't seem to catch a break with her health and my doctor had a family emergency.  Can't fault my doctor, but the receptionist that called was not helpful with rescheduling and so it just tossed me over the edge.  The edge of tired, need a nap, but must clean the house for a guest tonight we are taking with us to the memorial.  So I will take a nap and hope that I can wake up in a better mood or at least ready to get the house in shape.  We also have Bryant's cousins coming on Sunday for worship and lunch.  I have been begging for a break, but will have to take one after this.  I thought I had put my foot down enough and made my needs known, but it seems that sometimes I am not clear enough.  Enough is enough.  I am almost 36 weeks pregnant and I'm done.  I want to be Mrs. Nice pregnant lady, but these hormones have caused me to want to shut down, so I'm putting my foot down and taking a break!  My house if off limits.  Sorry!